Its too hot outside... But my inside is freezing cold... I wish someone give me warmth... Help me get my senses back... Are all these people I meet, the same... All trying to sell themselves.. But these portrayals lack life.. Those who buy them doesn't buy life... Everything around me glitters so profusely... I don't know where to look at, Its all so confusing.. I can't involve in anything that seriously... Its all so demanding and cluttered in all the very bad ways.. You can't be angry, emotional or teared apart.. No one will care in what state you are.. You can't behave the way you want.. You cant be harsh, Not even to your loved ones... You have to behave the way all others want.. No matter how voilent your heart is right now... No matter how stressed out you are in your heart.. Making you more violent, more stressed and.. More away from your loved ones... Never expect any one to understand the real you... Cos all are different... have different ways.. Won't understand each other that clearly... Never the way you think and the way you react.. When your thoughts are clouded.. When your eyes are filled... When your heart is sinking... Place your face in your arms.. Shoulder yourself and comfort yourself... Never expect any one coming your way, arms wide open.. All will retract with their crossed arms.. Leting you sit alone, alone in your world.... Your tears will sooth your heart... Your tears will comfort you and cleanse you... Through the clouds you will see the rays of hope... There in your wet heart you can plant new dreams...  |